if she had wings she would fly away,

ahh yes.the last wk of pure studying.means tt the o's is reallie near.
bin kinda slacking more than studying.which is BAD.not when dere's only 2 days more?ohnos.sum1 save me.i nid help here.hardly any1 online now.im guilty.hehs.at least i did my second round of ss revision.but im still pretty blur abt it all.how ta rank all the stuff?mrs lim is contraditory sumtimes.yeah.
damn.im reallie bored.sick n tired of all the studying.hopefully o's isnt tt diff.but judging frm the bio n chem pracs.i guess i'd better not underestimate.overprepared is wayy better than underprepared.yea.i havent touched chem 4 a long time.cos dere seems ta b dis 1 wk of break in btwn.so im hopin 2 use tt 1wk 2 cram everythng in.die lahx.i tink im not prepared yet.not well prepared enuff i mean.but here i m.slacking my life away.ok.
every1 has finished xams.both my sisters.so dey're hafing a hell of a gd time now.playing everyday.sleeping till late.while i still gota drag myself outta bed n study.bleahxxx.now every1's out n im left ta study.'study'.lolx.
yeah.2 every1 takin the o's.best of luck.n rmb 2 turn 2 the very last pg.heh.

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bio prac was so unpredictable.
every1's face was lyk 'omg!wth is dere a prawn?'.lolx.so we studied all the fruit drawings 4 nuttin.prawn drawing was harder than i tot.cos gota draw the legs n the shell n the details.bleah.i duno abt the magnification tho.issit measure the whole prawn or just the tail?i measured the tail.praying hard.took 1 whole hr just 2 do tt prawn qn.
the first qn was ez.yeah.quite happie abt it.hopefully can score in tt.cos it's just test n name the solutions.it was kinda obvious lah.yay.so im feelin pretty happie wif myself(:
now im slacking.too tired.used up all my brain power in dose few hrs.now im recharging.heh.
sherli:how can u!u always nv turn the pg!not the first time lor.im so sad.tho it isnt me lah.but still.how come?how can u...

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no physics prac 4 me.hoorays!
didnt wanna wake up again.it was raining.so it was nice n cold.yeah.felt tempted cos it was too comfy in bed.oh wells.still woke up in the end.
went ta compasspt wif mommy.bot some stuff.presents in fact.heh.no big surprise here.overspent my budget.which wasnt reallie much.lolx.quite happie wif myself basically.
did amth.after tuition.which was.lemme c.ard 4+?yeah.did n did n did.still can do more actually.weird.another hyper nite.but i tink i will still b able ta sleep later.hopefully.
had a weird dream last nite.i duno wth is has gota do wif anythng.it was reallie dumb.anyways.it was weird.yeah.here goes.
my dream:went sumwhere.4 sum mass lecture wif alot of cedarians.alot of 4s ppl ard.was sitting wif os n cheryl.cedarians all ard.den got other sch ppl too.sumhow we were sitting on dese steps.lyk watching some football match.yeah.steps.den was sitting when i realised tt sumwhere in front sat sum1 i knew.n tt person was my stalker.yisheng.bleahx.was horrified.was pulling cheryl's arm n saying.omg!yisheng's in front.n den.mom called me n woke me up.end of dream.
lolx.she took me away frm my misery.heh.

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did more pprs.more preparation.more emth.
last nite i was super hyper.duno wad did it.mom suspects it's the caffeine frm the teh tarik.but i dun tink so.anyways.was doing the chinese high amth ppr.den doingdoingdoing.still doing at 11+pm.cos didnt feel sleepy.until i finished both ppr1 n 2.lolx.den went ta sleep lah.already quite late at tt time.den felt super awake.my eyes were even more open than after sleeping 8h.lolx.den in the end only slept reallie late.felt the effects dis morning.
a cold morning folloed by a hot afternoon.lolx.so shuang.i reallie wanted 2 sleep in later.didnt wanna wake up into reality.oh wells.still did in the end.yeah.did emth.one ppr 4 the entire day.is tt gd?i duno.at least i dun haf anymore ta do.so i can conc on other subs.lyk bio.or ss.yeah.ss.first ppr nex tues.hafta pull up by 2 grades.yupx.i can do it!

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chem prac was a weird affair.
the va part esp.the calculation.duno how come every1 seemed ta get some ans.lyk 19 or 20.so we just guessed tt the metal was sodium.u noe wad i said?19 is nearest to 23.so the metal is sodium.lolx.gr8 xplaination.the xtended qn i tink i ans weirdly too.now i cant reallie rmb wad i said.tho the more i tink abt it.the more lykly it will b wrong.
den the qa was alrite.xcept tt i only had o2 in S.R n T had effervescence but when i tested the lighted splint didnt rekindle.so i said dere was no o2 present.yeah.basically quite alrite overall.since every1 got the same readings.so it cant b me just gettin it wrong.heh.hopefully not larhx.
regretted gg 4 bio remedial.hadta wake up at 7.den got so tired.wasted time going dere n going bac.almost fell asleep cos dere wasnt much 2 learn.i mean.it's basic revision.yeah.so i dun tink i shall go 4 the one nex tues.
super tired lah.all bcos woke up too early.arghs.later gg 3 granma's hse.eat dinner n watch sg idol.hard 2 tell hu will get out.tho it most lykly will b chris.oh wells.we'll juz hafta watch on n c.

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oh gosh.tml's alreadi olvl chem prac.
anyway.did sum bio in the morning.den slacked a lil.den revised the chem prac stuff.den slacked.until now still slacking.ohno.wad is defined as study anyway?i mean.is doing pprs a form of studying?drat.
didnt get outta the hse at all.wad an introvert i m.lolx.wanna watch tv.but cant cos grass is studying 4 her geog xam tml.gr8.so i duno wad ta do now.
mom+dad booked the hol 2 china.arghs.gg some yellow mountain n stuff.shanghai again.twice in a yr.wow.at least we're gg by spore airlines.den can playplayplay.heng ah.otherwise it'll b so super sian.
the hse is full of mosquitoes.killed 1 in the morning.den my sis killed 1 in the same rm a few hrs later.den i finaliee killed the one stuck in my bathrm since 3 days ago.i duno how come it didnt fly out when i left the door open milions of times.i guess it was fated 2 die.muahaha.how can anythng b so dumb?gif it a chance but it waits ta b killed.tt's called suicide.heh.

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got a gd sense of accomplishment.tho i didnt now tt dere was chem remedial dis morning.oops.hopefully i will b able ta get the notes or ws.
completed the nanyang girls' amath ppr.it wasnt as diff as i xpected either.den did the st nicks bio ppr.still left sec c.but isnt it a gr8 accomplishment in one day.yay.now im rewarding myself.by slacking.boos.
mom+dad discussing abt where 2 go on holiday.i tink it's either gona b taiwan+hk.or china.i duno lah.but id rather go australia.but den.dey say must save money cos we're gg 2 england nex yr.during june.so spend less now.get rewarded later.heh.
im super sian now.tho i noe i shld b studying lyk mad.i went online 4 quite some time today.including now.ohno.where's the self-discipline?or the motivation 2 get into vj?ahhhs.save me.
i miss cedar.esp the class.n the tchrs.now i reallie feel a sense of loss.i mean.i dun wanna leave so fast.but it's not tt i wanna b retained either.tsk zhenhui.how cud u say tt.anyways.it's sad cos the class wont xactly b 2gether as a class anymore.tho we will haf remedials.but not every1 will come.lyk normal sch days.den no routine.it's lyk the end of it all.now we're branded as EX-cedarians.so sad.i dun wanna b an ex.yet.
pearl harbor was super sad.i cried a lil esp the part where josh died.so sad.i guess it's super sad lah.i mean.imagine u haf no dad.or no husband.real husband i mean.yeah.so i WAS realliereallie sad.i guess im just 'soft'.lolx.

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yesterday was our last day of sch in cedar.
i guess every1 was lyk in a sad mood.but den we were lyk isolated frm the entire sec4 lvl.so ended up not doing the cheers when sch ending or crying our eyes out.the lessons were not reallie much of content.cos no1 had the mood 2 reallie study.den ran out in btwn classes 2 take pix in the gardens.wanted 2 haf as many fond memories as possible.when i got ta sch in the morning den every1 was gossiping abt the idols.lyk how jerry sang awfully.den suddenlyk every1 took out their cams n were pai-ing away.lolx.millions of cams ard.posed until my cheeks got kinda cramped.ms lavina tried 2 guide us wif our jc choices.den she gaf us chocs n lollies.fattening~den after sch went ta take more pix in the garden.lay in the grass n squashed a few ants.got all itchy.den tt was it.the last day.
grad was quite a sad affair.every1 seemed sad too.last nite i cried until my eyes got puffy.realised tt listening 2 the perfect 10 b4 sleeping was a mistake.cos dey played graduation by vit c n i got all emotional.so had puffy eyes lahx.luckily it wasnt too bad.den took alot of wu liao pix.went 2 the hall.den the parents were all dere.den ms leong's speech of the apple tree.it was kinda meaningful.den the slideshow.receiving the cert.singing the goodbye song.den it was over.didnt sing the song 2 mdm lum tho.she must haf bin disppointed.anyways.i got all sad when we started hugging each other.cried a lil.but not the kind where it's unstoppable.yea.but i still cried.so sad!im still reallie sad.i cant blieve it's all over.2 wks ago i was tinking tt grad was 2 wks later.n now it's all over.
rushed over to nj.it was alrite.but i can onli make it 2 arts wif 9 pts.science is 7.but at least can consider lah.the surroundings were a lil old.can c the paint peeling away.den the uniform was not reallie nice.but overall still acceptable lah.but i dun tink i'll b happie dere.
went 2 vj nex.it was so fun!i mean.i reallie wanna go vj now.the compound was lyk open air concept.didnt feel as trapped.den the environment was nice.everythng in fact.i guess im not tt mugging type.i nid tt lil bit of fun too.so i guess vj was the best outta the three i went to.met quite a few ppl.lyk evan.karta.lingyi.n huimin.yea.realised tt open hses r a chance 4 us 2 meet up as well.
den went 2 aj at last.it was anti-climax after gg to vj.the school was super old.even worse than nj.den the uniform was not nice.but den if i go i can get into science.but i dun wanna go dere.it's just not rite 4 me.my mom oso felt so disappointed after gg dere.she said the guys n girls dere looked weird.so i guess she's not encouraging me now.
in a dilemma.duno where ta go.shld i just go vj?den gif up on science 4 the first three months.i duno.how?

eliz shared a cookie at 4:40 PM

mebbe it was all fated.
anyway.alot of ppl read my blog.juz realised.n dey read the stuff.n den.all haf diff rxns.weird.
was discussing abt sumthng outside the container classrm.wif berr,cheryl,mavis,os.omg.den i guess we were loud.den didnt noe tt the windows were open.so every1 heard lah.thx 4 tellin us.anyway.den moved a lil further frm the window.n i tot tt the classrm was soundproof.but it wasnt.so every1 heard everythng clearly.super clear.even the centre of our interest.oh manx.so paiseh lahx.no wunder os didnt go bac into the classrm n followed us 2 the bkshop instead.
learnt ta sing the goodbye song.which in my opinion wasnt too bad.but the tune was monotonous when i first heard it.but den gettin used 2 it now.so tml got rehearsal.arghs.hopefully dey dun draggg again.
still got alot of pprs 2 do.hows?it's lyk a nvr ending stack.however much i do dere's always more 2 b completed.arghhs.now dere's so much!ohnos.tho ive bin tryin 2 do as much as i can.tho i reallie wanna fall asleep while doing.
sherli was ABSENT.wunder if she was the nex victim.of the flu bug.lolx.hopefully not me after her.or did she just PON sch?2 complete her pprs at home n get away frm all the nonsense.
our backdrop was nicely completed.so kindergarten lyk.but it's super cute lah.a pea in the pod took a pix.said will only upload after Os.bleahx.1 mth more.

eliz shared a cookie at 7:08 PM

3 more days b4 cedar life will end forever.dreading it.
still in the container classrm.had quite alot of fun again.i guess we're reallie veh hyper now.cos we're nv gona spend time 2gether in the classrm ever again.sad.sad.sad.got alot more math n chem pprs 2 do.all the gd schs n other schs too.at least dere'll b sumthng 2 do when sch closes 4 us.
had a fun time drawing the stuff on the mahjong ppr.i decided 2 draw a sun n told os 2 draw a flower.so she did.den every1 started 2 follo.u noe.the garden theme.lolx.xcept sum outstanding ppl lyk berr n juli n weilin(:
the container classrm smelt lyk pie.cos almost every1 was eating the pie bot frm the second store.first time trying it anyway.no more chicken.so hadta buy mushroom instead.den the potato fell out onto my blouse.arghs.oil stain.hopefully it will come out after using some soap powder wif lipase enzymes.lolx.
cheryl didnt come since mon.cos she's SICK!hopefully i wont get it too.first celine.den cheryl.hu issit gona b next?crossing my fingers.
wundering if studying in the cc is a boon or a bane.well.i guess theyre distractions.n the silence if dere is much.i duno.hopefully dere wont b much sidetracking.not me i mean.

eliz shared a cookie at 6:56 PM

didnt haf time ta blog ytd.
moved 2 container classrm.it's not veh cold.frm where im sittin tt is.i guess dose under the aircon haf mixed rxns.anyways.den the tchrs were in a super gd mood.everyone.i guess it was bcos of the aircon.den we were so hyper.the tchrs made many jokes.mdm lum oso.den we were laughing away.a memorable end to the second last wk of sch.
i dun blieve jerry was totally safe.the idiot.i cant stand him.his face.so funny.did u c the performance on thurs?he was makin funny faces.lyk veh weird.n i cant blieve david is out.i mean.mebbe chrissypoo or sumthng.but not david.yet.his time had not come yet.sighs.so unfair.
i tink sum ppl take me 4granted.was supposed 2 pass some wrksheets 2 some1 hu was absent.shall kip the person anonymous.but.i guess u ppl shld noe hu lah.since not many were absent ytd.den since she's absent she shld come n get the wksheets frm me rite?she wanted me 2 walk out 2 heartland 2 pass it 2 her.i mean.i alreadi did her a favor u noe.i gota walk super far out cos my hse is quite in.den it's not lyk i haf alot of spare time 2 waste.cant she just ask her dad or sumthng 2 get it?or just walk in since it's her wrksheets?arghhs.i cant dese sorta ppl.

eliz shared a cookie at 9:31 AM

im feelin proud of myself.i managed 2 complete all the pprs which dey gaf so far.other than dose which dey juz gave out 2dae larhx.yay.wad a gd sense of accomplishment!
okays.normal lessons resumed today.so the classrm was super hot n stuffy.n filthy too.cos we hafnt bin in it since prelims started.or even b4 tt cos we moved down 2 sec 1 lvl 2 wks b4 prelims.lolx.so it was reallie dusty n icky.anyway.it was so hot.cos we were too used to the aircon hall.tho it was freezin at times.but at least better than the classrm.sighs.too bad.now the sec 3s haf it.
super sian again.later gota do more pprs.got 2 more chem pprs.is dere summore?i cant rmb.but it's gettin more n more now.at least can prac.gd thng the sch is reallie putting in super much efort 2 let us get our a1s.

eliz shared a cookie at 3:20 PM

okay.jus read some dumb article abt orlando proposing 2 kate.it was dumb.not tt im jealous.it said sumthng abt hafing 2 kip the engagement low so tt his female fans will not b angered.ok.so wad's dis abt telling the entire world via the news?doesnt make sense.we're not dumb u noe.
sch was a lil worse.the ss lecture still didnt help.mrs lim is kinda repeating the same stuff over n over.somehow.den did pprs.tk math pprs were reallie diff dis yr.too bad 4 dem.pity.
got no motivation 2 start wrk.arghs.somehow.cos will juz b doing pprs.n more pprs.
my face is peeling away.ohno.must haf caught the peeling disease frm sep n samantha.but mine's the face.not arm.ohno.dis IS bad.

eliz shared a cookie at 3:25 PM

okay.sum1 told me tt i cant get into nj wif 11pts as raw score.den what?i can juz go n die.i cannot make it anywhere else.other than ac n lower i guess.but all so far.howhowhow?thx 4 telling me tt.
sch reallie wasnt bad at all.mass lectures in the hall.did pprs lyk mad.basically tt's all.ms chng always talks abt the same stuff.so didnt nidta listen.
siying got sick.hadta rush her 2 the toilet.vomit.she almost didnt make it dere.twice.den i was scared she mite do it rite on the corridor floor.eeks.i almost vomitted too when she started.im juz liddat.get disgusted easily.lolx.
wad else?later gotta study again.reallie proper study.sighs.hope i dun fall ill.

eliz shared a cookie at 2:36 PM

i tink i cried the most dis wk since quite a long time ago.
ytd nite had a gr8 scare.reallie gr8.my lane has alot of stray cats.den recently dere was dis new cat.cute.white.long tail.it's super cute.den last nite we decided 2 go out n take a walk.me n my sis.den suddenly we saw the cat in the middle of the road.den we let it stay dere lah.den.suddenly.a car entered.omg.den we were lyk horrified.at first we tot tt the cat wud run away.den it didnt.until the wheel was lyk almost near it.den it ran lah.but den a lil too late.cos got a loud bang sound.den we were lyk super shocked.cos tt time my mom knocked a cat n it died after being banged.so we were tking tt it was a gone case.luckily we went 2 check it out later n it was still alrite.i mean.alive.lolx.but i shed quite a few tears.too shocked larhx.
anyways.realised dere's onli 2 wks of sch left.tt's sad.cant c each other 4 a veh long time.n tt wud b the end of cedar life.oh dears.it's reallie tt fast!

eliz shared a cookie at 10:54 PM

reallie can confirm l1r5.it's 11.so here's the subject breakdown.
eng-b3
chi-a1
ss/geo-b3
amth-a1
emth-a1
chem-b4
bio-b4
fnn-a2
yupx.so i guess i still cant go 2 vj.it's risky.mebbe will put n instead.cos it's nearer.n i cant spend 3mths gg 2 east coast everyday.sighs.broken dreams~
wells.shld start the serious revision now.cos it's xactly 1mth frm today.1mth!reallie fast.it felt lyk i juz flipped the calender to september.n now it's alreadi oct.sighhhhhhh.sian ah.

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