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Tuesday, April 26, 2005
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why am i always tired?must be cos of my late nights.or other than that it must be cos of EXTRA MUGGER AJ WHICH DRAINS AWAY MY BRAIN POWER!lols.seriously im tired again.3rd wk of sleeping late n stuff.at least afternoon pe was cancelled so managed ta go home n grab 15MINS of an afternoon nap.geez.mebbe i better get gg ta sleep now since i devoted this whole nite ta slacking. feeling stressed.ytd's chem test was weird.as in we didnt learn some stuff.but hopefully i'll pass this time round.i studied much harder k?oh pls lemme pass.somehow tho it was only two chapters it too me the whole entire sunday (my resting day!) ta just do the tys n that's it!grrrr.hopefully my hard wrk pays off for once. tml will be another tiring day i guess.sigh.not looking forward. eliz shared a cookie at Sunday, April 24, 2005
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here goes another wkend filled with nuttin but studying and doing tuts.rushed most of the wrk on sat.but still havent done some stuff but at least it's not tt urgent. studied for chem test the whole of today.only two chapters but i cant reallie grasp the concept.im not too confident abt the test tml.ok i already did my best n put in more effort than usual.so please god let me pass. cheryl called me ytd ta tell me abt her story.ahah.i tink she must b the luckiest person in the world!im so envious.only if i was in her shoes!but still i shld b contented with wad ive got.oh myy if i was her i'll b super awkward too. ok rite after the phone call i got into an argument with mom.mom heard me planning with cheryl when ta meet.then she suddenly said that I CAN ONLY GO OUT ONCE A MONTH! which is utterly ridiculous and out of this world!ok nowdays i hardly go out cos ive got so much wrk ta do.but the thing is i noe when ta do my wrk.as in cant she see that ive bin doing hw all these wks cos i noe i must complete it?cant she see that ive got self control?i duno but i just hate ta b trapped by these stupid rules as she calls them.i just feel controlled.i told her that (ok it was more lyk i raised my voice at her).but still!grrrrrrrrrr.y cant she understand? i feel lyk a bird trapped in a cage- eliz shared a cookie at Thursday, April 21, 2005
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my most hated thurs is back!ok it started off with pe.it was tiring n HOT!first got a lame briefing frm arthur lim.it was so lame!den ran 2 roudns warm up.followed by another 2 rounds.followed by a short break n another 2 rounds.den standing board jump n shuttle run prac.next was dips n situps.woah so tiring.ok mebbe it just mite b my lousy stamina (or lack of).lols. stupid bio prac after pe break.was supposed ta look into the microscope ta look at onion cells.den for one qn we're supposed ta look at the stomata of a leaf cell.but duno how come i looked n looked until i almost went blind but no stomata was found.lols.just realised the stupid microscope is lyk so damn bright.n after tt i had a hard time concentrating on the screen during math lec. so now im basically slacking cos im tired out.later must cheong more HW again.drattttttt.y must life b so stressful?or mebbe it's just AJ life.suckyyyyy. eliz shared a cookie at Tuesday, April 19, 2005
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im tired.but happiiiieeeeeeeeee!u ppl must tink im crazy ta b happie over such a small matter lyk this.lols.but who cares?whee!i cant blieve gettin msgs frm this one person can make my day so much brighter.as tho a rainbow has bin drawn over the cloudy skies.ahhhhhhh. anyways sch today was a total bore.everyday i go ta sch with no motivation.there's no incentive in gg.other than frens i guess.but the friendship we have is lyk overshadowed by other stuff which is reallie a pity!cos i reallie wanna cherish all the frens i make in aj [yeah im just the sentimental type of person].but wad can i say abt aj?it's mugger.boring.uneventful.i mean.it's lyk i just go ta sch.study lyk mad.go home finish up the tuts.den sleep.wad kind of life is that?there's seriously no time ta even take a break now.it's lyk everyday there's piles of hw ta b completed.no matter how hard i try there's still more ta b done the next day.cant even rest.im so tired out by taking this combi.n it's not even trip sci!oh crappppp. the first afternoon pe was tiring.there's no diff btwn 2.15 n 2.55 seriously.it's just as HOT.i guess since next wk is already pfd (is tt wad it's called?) test it's beneficial ta make us run 2 warm up rounds+4 rounds in 10mins+1 round cooldown.n do exercises in btwn yeah? bbreakwayy- eliz shared a cookie at Monday, April 18, 2005
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boring old monday is back!n with it has come many more pathetic incidents.got my pw grping.so in my grp is jasmine, calista, me n IZHAR (oh yay).ive got no comments lah.but i just hope we can wrk together n it will b at a convenient spot (cos i noe somebody lives miles away).yeahh.sigh.pw was extended again till 5pm.we were crapping all the way but i was too tired ta even laugh.duno why but it seems lyk my energy is draining away. there was a tennis match against sa today.actually it was fri i tink but it got postponed till today cos of rain.but it still rained today anyway.lols.somehow im supporting the sa side.it's lyk im in aj physically but in sa mentally.i guess i cant adapt ta the aj culture.seriously!i mean.there's so much wrk ta b done!it's so super mugger cos they concentrate on academic results more than any other aspects.i tot i did quite a fair bit of wrk during the wkend.but sumhow there's still another endless pile ta complete.i tell u im so tired.i sleep yet i wake up feeling still as tired.if i were ta choose again i wud have made a different first choice.i so regret. i wonder what tomorrow will bring- eliz shared a cookie at Sunday, April 17, 2005
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wkends are super uneventful i must say.woke up late again.10.30am.but tho i slept over 10h i still felt tired.wad's wrong with me?ate green apple n oreos for breakfast (or was it brunch) den did more econs tys.how sucky.took me forever just ta complete.i dont lyk the elasticity chapter. wenta granma's hse for lunch.did nuttin dere xcept slack eat.gain calories in a way. den came home, showered n had tuition.how fun.told u my day was boring. anyways.at least now thurs ends at 4.15.yay!cos they swapped the 2 clab periods with the single chem tut on wed.so now wed ends at 1.35 instead of 12.55pm.yeahh.means i must rush abit more for cca.but other than tt it's alrite=) 4 pw periods tml.siann.at least i got my pi all done.but.i dont tink 500 words is enuff.ive still got alot more ta say!oh well.another long wk lies ahead. eliz shared a cookie at Saturday, April 16, 2005
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nuttin eventful today.slept in until 10.30 this morning.was too too tired.guess wad?i woke up at 6.15am n looked at the alarm clock.den i was so freaked out cos i was wonderring how come the clock didnt ring n how come no one came up ta wake me up.den i realised it was saturday.lols.false alarm.rushed hw this morning.i cant blieve i actually managed ta complete so much stuff for once.this means i can slack a bit more tml.yays!slacking is now my new hobby.lol.den went swimming but felt dizzy so just hung ard n soaked up the chlorine.went out for dinner n ate jap.it was so filling!but still managed ta cram down dessert which was gelare apple crumble ice cream.just wad a sweet tooth needs.now im so super full i tink i can burst. anyways.on fri alot of other sch ppl came ta aj.for some sci exhibition in the hall.den some sa tennis ppl came ta play against aj la.den at tt moment i suddenly felt regretful.very regretful. i wish i went to sa instead. yes i regret. eliz shared a cookie at Thursday, April 14, 2005
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tskk.thursdays are the most tiring days lahh.imagine ending sch at 5pm?well yeah im sure it's not the first time u guys are hearing it frm me lols.anyways.was reallie reallie too tired.i screwed up chem prac.as in i hadta redo the titration 5 times!normally it's just twice.summore i filled the burette with the wrong solution.i guess it was pretty rushed too cos we went down late as usual. pe was slackier today.but den hadta run the 4x100m relay.n i suck!i was the first runner cos of open numbers.n me the suay person hadta get the first runner position.oh wadeva.but anyways i was the slowest as expected n poor sze ern hadta run as the last runner so it was kinda embarrasing.yeahh.so srry ok?i must learn ta run FASTER.which is impossible.lols. bin slacking all the way ever since i got home.yup.bin checking out ppl's friendster accounts n bascially tt's it!but i must slack when the oppotunity arises.yeah.otherwise i tink im gona haf a breakdownn. -sometimes i wonder if im overimagining. eliz shared a cookie at Wednesday, April 13, 2005
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i blieve i was born under a luckless star.ok i tot i was supposed ta b in badminton recre.den duno wad happened but dere was supposed ta b a meeting last wk n i didnt noe abt it.so i didnt go in the end.thus.39 j1s signed up n now dere's no more space for me ta join.ok other than that.actually 2 ppl quit.den the tchr in charge said tt he'll take in 2 more ppl.den dere were 3 of us who wanted ta join.ok.den the tchr said draw lots.den luckless i had ta pick the ppr wthout the 'lot'.ok lah.now im not in.im super sad can!i reallie wanted a sports cca.hopefully someone will quit by tonite den i can get in.but chances are slim.heck.it's just not my fate i guess. super tired.bin doing tuts late in to the nite but dere's always more n more.still must do more math sigma tut.bleahxx.im so tired.my only consolation is tt dere's american idol tonite.it's lyk my incentive ta continue ta wrk.lols. dere's sucky pe tml.not forgetting sch ends at 5pm.life IS fun.lols. eliz shared a cookie at Saturday, April 09, 2005
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tired.had a great time with ali,krys,amelia n angel last nite.ok balestier hill is reallie one BIG hill but at least it helped me burn some calories.bh is not bad too.the sch is lyk blue n yellow n looks newer than aj.felt lyk an xtra but it was alrite i guess cos i still managed ta absorb the free aircon in the office. went out ta orchard n shopped n ate.finaliee got my 'love at first sight' bag.haha. i tink i indulged too much ytd.for lunch i ate hot fudge brownie with choc ice cream.den for dinner ate cabonara pasta which was lyk creamy n full of calories.den went coffee bean ta indulge in raspberry esprit.oh myy.it's lyk all the sweet sweet fattening food n stuff. gona go esplanade ta watch the sound of music later.bin slacking the whole morning tho there's quite alot of wrk ta do.lyk pi for pw.den econs mcq.gp newsppr review.chem rxn kinetics tut.bio cytology tut.n the stupid bio essay.grrrr.i dun even noe wad ta do for pi.it's by MON!im so dead. cy didnt meet me in the end. eliz shared a cookie at Tuesday, April 05, 2005
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we waited n waited but he didnt come.lols.ok cy was supposed ta pass me the aj tie today at 415.but den.duno wad happened his phone batt died.so i cudnt contact him at all.thus he didnt meet us den i seriously tot he was trying ta avoid me totally.den just as i was abt ta reach the bus stop nearest my hse he msged me back.den said he wanted ta meet me now.obviously i cudnt lah!so.jol bot the aj tie for me n i didnt save my $8 after all.lols.but at least i didnt hafta wrry abt not hafing a tie ta wear tml.can u imagine?i'll just die frm embarrassment. sheesh tml is the start of the proper timetable.as in lectures n tuts frm tml onwards.i dun lyk the new timetable!it's sucky!i prefer the old first 3 mths one.can u imagine thurs ends at 5?!summore tt day got doub pe,bio lab n chem lab!it's madness.wad if dere's SPA for both on the same day?crapp. other than tt i duno wad else is gettin better in life.everythng is lyk so depressing yeah?but at least i solved things wif mommy.she's not mad at me now.or sad or wadeva.ok tt's one gd point.haha.i tink j8 is lyk my new hangout spot.it's lyk we're always gg dere ta eat or just hang out.lols. eliz shared a cookie at Monday, April 04, 2005
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my life is screwed up!i cant blieve i made mommy cry.i mean.ok.she wanted ta talk to me after not talking for a whole day or reallie finding out more abt my aj life.but still.i duno wad made her so upset lah.dere's no nid ta cry rite?i dunno.but im lyk super upset now cos i came home den she started crying.so wad's the pt in coming home ta all this unhappiness?yes im reallie reallie DAMN sad. my sis just came home n shouted at me.i cant blieve it.i reallie dun wanna come home anymore.when i get home i get all this shit.y must i subject myself ta all this torment?whywhywhy?just tell me im one stupid girl for ever coming home early.i dun c wad's the pt in coming home early anymore. i cant go out wif ali n krys tml.i cant pon lessons anymore.my life is in one big mess.to me tt is.wth manx!wad's wrong wif my life?wad i tot was perfect was just an illusion after all. i wanna fly away. eliz shared a cookie at Saturday, April 02, 2005
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one long sat is over.ok i shld b glad cy is coming ta aj after sch ta pass me the aj tie.but.i guess alot of stuff happened cos of that.i must say im a lil irritated by some ppl in particular.i mean.who cares whether there's sumthng btwn me n cy.ok there isnt.but i mean y must HE bother.it's not lyk HIS life depends on it rite?oh n other than tt.i reallie didnt noe cy was coming ta aj la.cy msged HIM first.not me.so obviously i didnt noe until HE asked me when cy was coming.den i msged cy lah.den HE demanded how come i didnt tell HIM tt cy was coming.i mean.I REALLIE DIDNT NOE!wad's HIS prob manxx.grrr. now im bored.supposed ta go watch interview with a vampire but im blogging instead.tskk.i must tell the world wad happened.which is the above para lah.sigh i duno wad's got into HIM but heck i wont let him spoil my sundayish mood.who cares abt one stupid lil guy lyk him anyway.an utter waste of my time n emotions.lols~ eliz shared a cookie at Friday, April 01, 2005
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yays.my internet has bin revived.haha. trying ta go for all the lectures n talks.tho it's had not ta revert back to my ponning lifestyle.esp after ponning for 3mths or so. i must say my first impression of the class was MUGGER.but den the girls arent tt bad.they're actually reallie nice!yup.tho most of them were frm better jcs n they cudnt make it back.so i guess they're still missing their old frens.but anyway hopefully we'll get ta noe each other better. im trying ta tell myself not ta b so slack now.but it's reallie diff.i wanna go out n play play play.but den.sighh.i must study.yupp. the days of wearing cedar uniform r over.today was the last.aj uni is lyk so super dull n well,dull.summore the blouse is lyk super thick compared to cedar!then the zip n button is behind n it's driving me nuts cos i cant button it myself!oh my.im gona miss my uniform so super much!it's still blue n grey but.the difference is lyk drastic.i'll miss not wearing the tie 24/7. yup im missing him too.n summore he's in the same class as cheryl!oh myy.but i dun regret staying on in aj lah.count myself lucky tt he's still msging me lyk everyday.but i always make the first move.lols.but nvm.im happie enuff. cy i miss you! eliz shared a cookie at |
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