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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
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my finals are over, i celebrated, but i guess part of me still felt a tad guilty after. would say that the last week has been a pretty testing one, starting thurs night. right on the night before my mpw paper. 1. squished a lizard, tail and body bit dropped out, subsequently died on my window blinds looking all disgusting. i squashed it accidentally while closing my room sliding door so its skin was like kinda peeled. 2. rejection from nestle, though i already anticipated it after the second interview. it didnt feel right, was pretty unsettling, so could roughly guess but still disappointed all the same. 3. group member sent in report due on friday before the paper, and did the same question as the other girl. was already quite traumatized by the above two, so by the time i got to this i felt like i could kill someone. and then on sat morning we got a call at 630am that my grandpa in hk passed away. it was just too sudden, to think that i took him forgranted. although the hospital visits got more and more frequent in the past 2 years. to think that we saw him for the last time in december when he only spent one meal with him, and then he was admitted into hospital. though we weren't as close to him as compared to our maternal grandparents, it hurts all the same. at times like these, i think back and realise that because of the language barrier, or somewhat cos my cantonese is okay but im not used to speaking it, we didnt speak much. although he cared for us in ways that we didnt see. to think that he even wanted to see me get married, but now he cant even see me graduate. or turn 21. but i just wanna be thankful that he already lived such a long life, able to see us become the people we are today, and let my dad have a chance to repay him as a son. going to hk from mon-wed to attend the wake. i miss you grandpa. eliz shared a cookie at Friday, April 10, 2009
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hello folks,eliz is currently in mugger mode.. .jpg) will update once i get past these two weeks. that's when im finally freeeee :D on a sidenote, boy am i glad that week 13 came and went without major hiccups. thanks everyone for the encouragement! don't worry im okay now, just that i need to mug hard :) like reallie hard. *fingers crossed too* it's disappointing to find that people aren't what you thought they were all along eliz shared a cookie at |
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1. pull up my dying gpa AKA work even harder2. lose weight ! or at least maintain 3. stay happy wish/shopping list
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